"Oh dear, where do I even start... I guess I'll try to list off all the reasons that make surgery worth it to me. But these won't necessarily all be relevant to your situation.
1. It gets rid of my bulge forever so I will never have to tuck again. That's a massive plus in so many ways.
2. It will make it so much easier to use a vibrator.
3. I'll be able to walk through the swimsuit sections of clothing stores without feeling so depressed.
4. I will be able to look at myself in the mirror without having to avoid dysphoric eye contact with my crotch.
5. I will be able to take a shower without feeling dysphoric about my crotch.
6. I will be able to have penetrative sex without having to use the "back door."
7. I will never have of the option to pee standing up again. I hate peeing while standing, and I hate when people suggest it in situations where it would solve problems finding a bathroom. I don't even want the option.
8. It will fix a painful issue that I have with my epididymis, making it so that I can never feel like I'm kicked in the balls again.
9. I will be able to go to the Olympus Spa, an affordable local women-only nude spa.
10. My underwear will fit me properly, allowing me to wear thongs without bulge.
11. I will be able to rub it in people's faces if they ever try to use my genitals as an excuse for me not being a woman, thereby giving me more opportunities to educate bigots.
12. When I jump, I will never feel my genitals flop or jiggle again. Just my boobs, and maybe my stomach.
13. I will most likely feel more confident in every aspect of my life without ever thinking about what I have in my pants as something that will out me."
About 4.5 months after typing this list response, having now gotten through stage 1 of my surgery, I can officially confirm number 13. <3
About 4.5 months after typing this list response, having now gotten through stage 1 of my surgery, I can officially confirm number 13. <3
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